Don’t interrupt me! I’m dreaming.

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Recently my father told me a funny little story: I was roughly five years old and my mother walked into my room. I was lying on my foldable setee (or sofa if you’re posh!), looking very intently at the ceiling. While I was completely engrossed in my thoughts, my mum asked me “Would you like a cup of tea or an apple?” or something along the lines of what mothers say. I replied “Don’t interrupt me! I’m dreaming.” My mother’s jaw dropped and she swiftly left, not really knowing what to say. I wouldn’t know either…. Well, it’s rather clear that I was a cheeky little kid that wanted things his own way.  Or perhaps that there are plenty of kids out there in the world that explore another side of life without really knowing the worth of what they are doing.  And yet, when we grow up, we get educated out of creativity and we lose touch with this five-year old kid in us who did not suffer mental blocks of angst and came up with new ideas at the speed of light.

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What does your five-year old self want you to dream about?

Many people come to see a coach or a therapist because their life seems to lack passion, direction or spice. They have an intuitive sense that something is missing, that there is (well, there should be!) more to the mundane. Recently, I read a few chapters about altered states of consciousness, for example hypnosis or coma. Arny Mindell says that everyday reality is one of the most hypnotising of states, as it wears us down and makes us forget why we are alive. Societies suffer a mild form of depression because people marginalise dreaming and they only identify with their reality at hand, forgetting about deeper matters, such as passion, love and dedication to what they really hold dear. Dreaming is an essential part of your mental health, whether you’re thinking about running another project or whether you’re facing some tough circumstances. If you forget to dream, you will wither away and shrink. But what is dreaming exactly and how do we get in touch with it? Let’s bring some Process Orientated Psychology that distinguishes three levels of experience:

  • consensual reality – this is who you are in everyday life;
  • dreamland – these are your dreams, fairy tales (with good guys chasing bad guys) and symbols, as well as your deepest desires, hopes and fears;
  • dreaming (or essence) – this is a very deep sense of connection with the universe that you might sense through your body, your altered and sleepy states… as well as the movements of nature or the wordless essence (Tao) of your felt experiences.
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Process Oriented Psychology suggests there are three levels of experience

Every experience can be felt at different levels. For example, when I worked with children excluded from school, there was one fourteen year old girl who insisted she wanted to have a pink princess cake for her birthday. She was very much neglected and her mother suffered from poor mental health. In consensual reality, she was perceived as a disturbed teenager who did not fit into society (well, yes, she did throw chairs and could not sit still for more than three minutes…). In dreamland, she was a princess, she wanted someone to come on a white horse and show her that she was a beautiful human being worthy of love and appreciation… At the level of dreaming, well, we all want to be safe and protected from harm. We share the desire to avoid suffering, we want to be a prince or princess that will never be harmed. The need for protection is universal…. Thus, alleviating distress and reducing harm was the essence of my experience with this girl. The theme was picked up (unconsciously of course!) by my tutor group and for my 30th birthday… I got a princess cake! Dreaming belongs to everyone, it is shared and everyone can tap into it.

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What is the shared dreaming that wants to enter your life?

So, what’s in it for you? You can become an intent observer of the dreaming around you that happens as you are sitting somewhere and reading this post. Your body is telling you a story with subtle feelings and signals, that you may or may not want to sense. There are events and people around you that together invite you to dream. To be honest, many posts on this blog emerge from other people – I listen and I follow what happens in front of me. My family, my friends and my clients say or do various things that inspire me to write. This process is shared for everyone, it belongs to you as much as it belongs to me. I am not an exception… I observe with an intention to capture what might be marginalised.  In a way, creativity and the spice of life lies in front of you.

If you’re wondering how to put this into practice, you can ask yourself for instance:

  • Are there any tiny things around me that seem interesting (e.g. shoelaces…)?
  • If I slow down, are there any subtle signals in my body (e.g. tingling)?
  • What new ideas emerge as I listen to my body (e.g. is the tingling trying to force me to write another post…?)
  • Are there any tunes on the radio that I particularly enjoy (e.g. Despacito – joking!)?
  • Who would I become as a fairy tale character (e.g. Indiana Jones for me)
  • What do your body symptoms teach you about yourself (e.g. a sore throat reminding you that your voice IS important and NEEDS to be listened to)?

In a nutshell, we all have some sense that there is more to life than the ordinary chores of day-to-day living.  Of course, these chores are also incredibly important! Dreaming can help us to deal with the challenges of the mundane. The challenge is, according to Eric Berne, “To turn every hour of your life into a work of art“. Dreaming will help you to move towards that.

4 Replies to “Don’t interrupt me! I’m dreaming.”

  1. I love my dreams.
    I love setting the scene of my daydreaming as a form of story telling to myself as I drift off to sleep.
    My sleep dreams are incredibly important when they occur. I am every item in the dream; the hedge, the car I’m driving, the food I intake. Everything is a reflection on myself. How I see, respect, treat myself and how I am dealing with what my dream relates to.
    Dreams are my ying to my reality yang – so important. My balance, my safe place, my 5 minute holiday, my classroom. Xxx

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  2. This is interesting, I would say that I actually have a fear of my dreams (not even relating to my nightmares), it makes me feel out of control. At the same time, I am living my life in a dream-like state, where I can’t always distinguish between reality and dreams. Derealisation and depersonalisation are such evil things. I wish I was in more control.

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    1. Thank you for your comment 🙂 The whole thing about “dreaming” is that we are secondary with our need for control… so we are meant to follow it, rather than tame it. It sounds like you’re moving between consensual reality and dreamland. This can be scary as you’re not anchored…. I was once hit with a chair by a kid excluded from school in a unit. I discussed it with a Process Oriented therapist and was told, that evil is equally a part of this world. Dreaming can be cruel, it can kill and whack you in the head with a chair. I was so shocked as we normally associate dreaming with something that “should be postive!” I do not know what your process might be and I hope this tension about control-out-of-control unfolds into something meaningful… It’s so annoying that meaningful things can be also unpleasant and painful at times. Good luck !

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